I can’t believe it.  How can they be out of an entire stone?  I mean, if it’s in the catalog, shouldn’t they stock it?  Isn’t that a little bit like lying?  How am I expected to do business with liars?  I simply cannot do it.  It’s that simple.  However, there aren’t any other stone suppliers around here.  Is this God punishing me?  I have scrimped and saved for so long just to afford this, and now I finally have the outdoor kitchen plans and the outdoor lounge plans exactly how I want them.  The out door fireplace is on its way and the outdoor kitchen supplies are on hold at Williams Sonoma.  Why is this happening now?  I’m a person who believes in signs, and at the moment, this is kind of feeling like a very bad one.  Maybe I should not have invested this money.  Maybe my neighborhood housing values will plummet unexpectedly and I won’t get the kind of return I wanted from this project.  Not that it’s only about the return; this is something I’ve wanted for a very long time.  It wasn’t a life long dream, or anything, but this was the vision I had for the backyard; please tell me this isn’t a sign telling me that I can’t have what I want. 

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